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Volume 3

by Mathcore Index

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I had a brain once, But I let Dracula have sex with it. Now, all I've got is a bowl of cereal, And the milk is getting warm. I'm afraid to dip my palms in, Or lap it up, For fear of the vomit promised When my teeth divorce.
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SHOW YOURSELVES SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND LISTEN CLOSE TRY AND THRIVE INSIGHT RIOTS TURN DESIRES I CAN’T BURN THIS PLACE ALONE EXCUSE ME, KEEP YOUR DISTANCE YOU’RE OBNOXIOUS CONTAGIOUS LIES ENGAGE US TALK TO US, TALK TO US, TWIST YOUR TONGUE SHOW YOURSELF LIVE YOUR HELL WE STOOP WITH HEADS OF LEAD FEEDING THE BEAST WHILST WE STARVE TO DEATH SPEWING UP YOUR GUTS VOMITING ON OUR FEET IT REEKS OF VANITY AND SHIT GREEDY MONGRELS THOSE FILTHY FUCKING HOUNDS THEY INDUCE A TRAVESTY ON OUR MINDS THE SHIT SPREADS LIKE A PLAGUE CAN YOU GIVE US SOME MORE? I SWEAR I SAW IT IN YOUR LOOK BEFORE A LONELY OBSERVER WITH NOTHING BUT TALK WITNESS THIS, WITNESS THIS WITNESS IT ALL ALONE HUNGRY RATS, THEY ARE HUNGRY HUNGRY RAVENOUS, RABID AND VIOLENT TIRED YET WIRED IT’S A TRAP AND I’M EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? YOU’RE NOT ME SO DON’T ENVY ME I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? NOT ME SO JUST BE YOURSELF BREAK INSIDE NARCISSISTIC MINDS FIND OUT WHAT THEY’RE HIDING A BIG BAG OF SNAKES THEY’RE KEEPING OUT OF SIGHT SHOW YOURSELF I’VE GOT A STORY FOR YOU BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW IT BEGINS THE PAST IS A DRAIN AND YOUR SHIT IS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE REALLY IT’S EVERYWHERE AND IT’S GETTING US FUCKING NOWHERE
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This is not the heart, this is just your only state of mind. Aching for equality, no bloodied hands or tired eyes. This is not the heart, this is just the place we choose to die. Lay our heads, lie our heads off, take what we need to get by. I've become a hearse with a flat tire always willing to deliver the bad news. Much too fragile to carry out the task. I've become reliant on these crimes, payment due in the form of your first born. Much too fragile to finish the job. Much too fragile to finish me off. This is not the heart, this is just your only state of mind. There is no equality, just bloodied hands or tired eyes. This is not the heart, this is just the place we chose to die. Lay our heads, lie our heads off, take what we need to get by.
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It's deep inside you, it's always been there. You can't stop it! It will take over you! A big old door locking out all hope. The key long lost in forgotten years. Black fog blocking your mind. There's water filling your lungs and fire burning your bones. Stay alive! Dig deeper and find your way back to the light. Let the rain fall as ash, burn away the past.
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OK My upper brain is in hysteria A diachronic articulation Held captive by a demonstrator Who speaks in slurs Then quits, quits, quits And leaves with everything in his hands Trending diseases of the powerful rich and white It's a simple turn around with your left foot in and the rest of you out! Who cares who you appease? Gods and whores have been around for centuries You’ll never sin, you’ll never win... Reward your shit, with shit, and shit Get back to where it begins A four-legged serpent told me A four-legged serpent told me A four-legged serpent told me A four-legged serpent told me: "If humanity is so wrong, what are you meant to be? If humanity is so wrong, what are you for?"
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IRONY IN SELF-DEFENSE... ASPECTS OF MODERN LIFE... LURKING // YES WE MUST ANNIHILATE US // MURMURS MISTAKEN // SHOCKWAVE CYNICISM IN SIGHT OF A DIFFERENT PATH... SHOCKWAVES HEREAFTER LOST IN DOUBLE VISION
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Like a dog Trained to stay I sit and reflect What a waste Obey Take command I break this cycle Alone There are no masters Biting the hand that feeds No desire to listen It is mine alone "No." Like a dog trained to stay I sit and reflect What a waste I am a waste
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Presenting those, who without woe in our hearts we proudly bestow our highest endowment How? Did we even do anything? Just go up there and accept the thing. Someone else do it, I don't like public speaking. Hurry up the whole room is clapping What is this even for? Hurry up the food is getting cold Hello, I don't seem to know why we're all here Below the audience waits with baited breath with stars in their eyes the likes of which we've never seen They watch your lips move ever so slightly Waiting You guys are too kind You guys I can't find Words to describe How little and insignificant this award is
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Here we go again, running your mouth in circles. You want to say whatever you want to say, You want to do whatever you want to, But eventually every debt has to be paid. When every choice you make catches up to you We are not your slaves and you're not our God. So please learn to behave and be careful when you talk. You want to destroy everyone in your way. Shut up the voices that don’t agree with you. But you should listen to what the flowers have to say, They purify the air that you constantly pollute. Do not ignore the lion’s roar. We are not your slaves and you're not our God. Please learn to behave and be careful when you talk. This mirror is so awful at listening to what I have to say, and it reflects all of my failures as clear as the light of day. Have I been screaming at myself this whole time? Because all of the ghosts are eating away inside of my mind. I keep turning the page, but they all look the same inside of my brain. Looking for the door of this emotional and spiritual cage. But I can't escape from the man whose eyes are on fire burning with rage I try to find clear air to breathe drowning at the bottom of the deep blue sea, But I can’t breathe with you choking me. I try to find clear air to breathe drowning at the bottom of the deep blue sea, But I can’t breathe with you standing on me. I tried so damn hard to be everything that you wanted me to be, But I just want you to be happy and I desperately need to be free. I tried so damn hard to fake everything that you wanted me to make, But I'm running out of ways for you to make my heart break. Enjoy your stay, Do what we say, Shut your mouth, Eat what we kill for you.
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Dein letzter Blick geht stumm zurück Noch einmal eh wir beide scheiden Willst du dich ausgiebig An mir weiden An meiner Brust, Die einst dein Glück, Die dich geboren aus der Untiefe, Aus der du nun alleine gehst Und fernab stehst Würdest du mich hören, Wenn ich dich riefe? Trotz meiner Tränen ist nun zerschnitten Das Band, Das dich und mich gebunden Nun kannst du tödlich mich verwunden - und hast den Matrizid beschritten Pein ist mein Ich spür deine Schlingen Bin vergewaltigt, muss niederknien Und kann nicht fliehn Musst du zum Niedergang mich zwingen? Meine Quellen, all das Immergrün Jeder Frühling, jedes Neuerblühn Ein Zeichen meiner Liebe, reiner Liebe Und die Wunden, die du mir geschlagen Welche Mutter könnt liebend dies ertragen? Dein inn’res Dunkel kann nichts erhellen Ach, würdest du nur einmal träumen, wünschen, dass ich bliebe Dein letzter Schritt geht stumm zurück Noch einmal eh wir beide leiden Willst du – noch immer gierig – mich ausweiden
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From mathcore to math rock, screamo and emo, hardcore, grindcore, progressive metal, and everything else in between, Mathcore Index is here to bring you the best of the underground and extreme.

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released April 28, 2017

Artwork by Karl Frandsen: www.facebook.com/FrandsenArt
Layout by Tamás Bakó: www.facebook.com/apbtbp
Logo by Keith Carlson: www.facebook.com/HBnBM
Special thanks to Throatruiner Records and SKiN Graft Records:
throatruinerrecords.com
skingraftrecords.com

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